For a friend whose afraid of his life--{ for mirrorboy}

Its out
They all know
The taunting,
Haunting

Rumors, Rumors
Spreading like tumors
Lies, laughing
Cruel childs play

I'm out its out

Friends not there
to say its ok

No one to hold me
Fold me into there arms
To protect me from the harm

Lovely, Lovely, its ok
Tomorrow will be another day
Were here
No Fear

Dont let it consume
We love you

{ As the gay community comes together
let us be unified, you won't walk alone these
scary days for you, we are in you and around
you }

Blood Lust

Kiss me
Love me

Cold skinned creature
Hold me
Caress me

Creature of the night
Hang on tight
I swear I won't put up a fight

Make me forget humanity
Drive me away from sanity

Dont be shy
unlike anyother guy

Give in to me
Seduce me
Bite me

Taste the blood
let it flow through you
Feel my heart fading
Turn me

Bring me to your world
Release me from humanity
Devour my soul

Fluid movements
Sensuality
Taste me

Free me
Jump with me

Disappear...
Together you sired me

Suicide

Crying
Screaming
Flying
Seething

Rage

Paint me a picture would you
Of a woman with her heart split in two
a failure
a thief
Yet a sense of beautiful grief

Suicide, Homocide, Genocide
Isnt it just an act of the soul
That devours your life into that hole

Dont we crave trouble
Lust for Danger

Broken Hearted, Lust, Happy, Die, Fuck off

I can't

I am incapable
This fate is unescapable
How can I love you
Yet be split in two,

You are my world

But, I dont love you
I never have
This truth splits me in two
But love, can no longer hold it

Lover you bared your soul

You let me control it
This confession makes me feel like shit
Alas my dear, I did love you before
But now I am walking out the door

You were my first love, I'll always have feelings
for you

Even when the clouds turn black and the ocean blue
But baby,
I can no longer cater to you

Its ok breathe, walk away, dont look at me
with your teary eyes, dont bare your soul
for me, I'm not the one, its true,

I'll miss your lips and your embrace, your
god like face, sensitivity, and how caring
you were for me,

But love its time to leave

--

A gaze neverending
Feelings of confusion
Thoughts of sorrow, remorse
The saddness
Will eventually lead to madness
The love
Was a gift of above
Has been tainted
From this hell we have painted

---->

Honey, I love you
Please dont let me go
As long as the river flows
I need your touch
The maddness is such
An Electrifying feeling

Your face
Is one to embrace
Because when unexpected, it will knock me off my feet
Like slipping on the sleet

Crazed

Disturbed
Falling Down
Glass breaking through the skin
Screams of pain, passion
Controlling your mind, the voice that speaks within

Consuming your mind with hatred
Uncapability to think without its opinion
Give in or no?

Screaming
Dancing
Blood spilling from within
Turning to darkness
Dripping, Swimming
Dying, Pain

Cursed
and
Crazed

Sanity

Sanity,
its a confusing thing
its whether or not sanity
is Normality

I'm losing Sanity
to Insanity
in a judgemental world

Slipping, Falling
Losing Sight
Gasping for air
The abyss pulling me under

Drowning me in
my sorrows
Suffocating me
with doubt

Tidal wave
of Anger,
Frustration,
Confusion

Blinding my
sight
Taking my
ability to speak

Strapping me to the ground
Pinning me down
Leave, Leave, I say
Never Return, your
hurting me,
Killing Me
Pleading for Sanity
The key is in you
Insanity will lead back
to Sanity...
Eventually